Tuesday, October 25, 2005

15 days..

It has been 15 days of Ramadhan.

For muslims, we are half way of completing our third rukun islam and nearing Syawal. For some, there is joy in the next week to come….joy of shopping and joy of going back to their respective kampong.

So far my ramadhan is better than last year…yet to skip any terawih. All the duit raya has been safely tucked into the small packet to each recipient and all expenses has been detailed out. I know that sounds like over zealous but better prepared than sorry.

Raya this year is not like any other year. No new baju raya because I have like 5 baju melayu which I hardly wear. No new pants, no new shoes….for my kids yes but for me, I just wanna have a modest raya.

Perhaps because 6 days after raya, I got an exam coming up but that was it either. Mungkin saje pasal duit tak berapa ada, tapi duit memang tak pernah berapa ada pun so, tak ade la difference nyer.

Tak tahu ler kenapa tapi mungkin kerana usia sudah meningkat

Hendak dikata tua tapi masih ligat menendang bola dan bertukang di rumah. Hendak di katakan cedera tiada apa lukanya namun raya ini begitu sederhana.

Mungkin itu yg saya mahu …

Mungkin raya memang sepatutnya begitu…

Mungkin saya sedih ramadhan mahu berlalu…

4 comments:

zakzak said...

weh bro!
selamat hari raya aidilfitri, moga segala amalan di bulan ramdhan diberkati dan diterima insyaallah.
:)
dah lama tak mai, makin okay harap2nya hidup bro.
for me, as per your previous post,i am at crossroads. to jump or not to jump?

Blogger said...

Zak Zak,

Think clearly...

As i said, we always felt that the grass is always greener on the other side.

Sometimes it is for the better and sometimes it is not.

Pray and may Allah show you the way!

awan said...

salam aidilfitri.

Anonymous said...

b'lalu la sudah ramadhan..sebulan b'puasa..ntah next ramadhan sempat ke tak kita jmp..adakah ibadat yg dilakukan m'cukupi..atau sekadar m'gambil nama ramadhan?t'pulang pada individu..