Many things has happen since i last dipped into my blog.
Syed Tamim shot himself.
One bloke got beaten to death becoz of some idiot who thinks he is the king of the road.
Anelka moves to Fenerbahce. Liverpool has beaten Charlton 1-0. Arsenal lose again to Man Utd.
And i was diagnosed by the eye specliasit that i suffered from glucoma.
That is the best week i had so far this year....all the joy in the world and a little footnote of sadness.
I wasnt deterred....the fact that i could lose one of my eyesight forever seems like a nightmare that wouldnt come true.
I believe that i will beat this thing....i will get better.
But if i didnt .....nobody would say that i didnt try to live my life to the fullest.
Am i angry with god for this disease?
Why should i?
I can only kneel down and marvel at this guidance that only strengthen my self belief.
Perhaps this is just a facade that will pass through....but i know i just telling that to myself to make myself fell good.
But i do feel good....if i am destined to have one eye...so be it. Perhaps this is for the better...perhaps i ended up working for Hospital Tun Hussein Onn.
Or may be joined some triad.
When bad things happen to some of your friends, either being robbed, get mugged, maliciously treated by others, raped or cheated, deep inside you tell yourself....
" That wouldnt happen to me....because i will take care of myself"
But things happen either you plan to avoid it or not....it is up to you either to learn from it or die from it.
One of my office colleague has just heard that he is to be transferred to a different department ....he was afraid and this has eaten away his health. Slowly his fear crumpled him...making him a lesser man. He can no longer come to work because he is too frail....he will broke down during work. And what makes things worse what that he used to be the head boy of some top boarding school in Malaysia.
To be honest with you...initially i sympathise with him becoz he is somewhat victimise..but know i honestly felt that he is a wek human being. Come on for crying out loud! You are just going to be transferred to another department...you are not getting fired or anything. Changes will benefitted you somehow...learn new skills, work with new people etc.
Yet he took in negatively...he thought it was the end of the world....letihnya la lu. Pardon me from being such a killjoy but he should be stronger..and proves the doubters wrong. Yet he choose to retreat into his shell and demand attention. Silly fool...you will only lose your self respect with this.
May be i have a different way of thinking but i am what i am....and i believe that no matter what happens, we should face it with grace.
It is not like you are going to lose an eye like me.....i am still smilling and i am still working.
May be i am the idiot...
Heh..heh..hheee....
Syed Tamim shot himself.
One bloke got beaten to death becoz of some idiot who thinks he is the king of the road.
Anelka moves to Fenerbahce. Liverpool has beaten Charlton 1-0. Arsenal lose again to Man Utd.
And i was diagnosed by the eye specliasit that i suffered from glucoma.
That is the best week i had so far this year....all the joy in the world and a little footnote of sadness.
I wasnt deterred....the fact that i could lose one of my eyesight forever seems like a nightmare that wouldnt come true.
I believe that i will beat this thing....i will get better.
But if i didnt .....nobody would say that i didnt try to live my life to the fullest.
Am i angry with god for this disease?
Why should i?
I can only kneel down and marvel at this guidance that only strengthen my self belief.
Perhaps this is just a facade that will pass through....but i know i just telling that to myself to make myself fell good.
But i do feel good....if i am destined to have one eye...so be it. Perhaps this is for the better...perhaps i ended up working for Hospital Tun Hussein Onn.
Or may be joined some triad.
When bad things happen to some of your friends, either being robbed, get mugged, maliciously treated by others, raped or cheated, deep inside you tell yourself....
" That wouldnt happen to me....because i will take care of myself"
But things happen either you plan to avoid it or not....it is up to you either to learn from it or die from it.
One of my office colleague has just heard that he is to be transferred to a different department ....he was afraid and this has eaten away his health. Slowly his fear crumpled him...making him a lesser man. He can no longer come to work because he is too frail....he will broke down during work. And what makes things worse what that he used to be the head boy of some top boarding school in Malaysia.
To be honest with you...initially i sympathise with him becoz he is somewhat victimise..but know i honestly felt that he is a wek human being. Come on for crying out loud! You are just going to be transferred to another department...you are not getting fired or anything. Changes will benefitted you somehow...learn new skills, work with new people etc.
Yet he took in negatively...he thought it was the end of the world....letihnya la lu. Pardon me from being such a killjoy but he should be stronger..and proves the doubters wrong. Yet he choose to retreat into his shell and demand attention. Silly fool...you will only lose your self respect with this.
May be i have a different way of thinking but i am what i am....and i believe that no matter what happens, we should face it with grace.
It is not like you are going to lose an eye like me.....i am still smilling and i am still working.
May be i am the idiot...
Heh..heh..hheee....
4 comments:
No way this is an idiot's thoughts.
"Dugaan tidak diturunkan kepada kamu melainkan Tuhan sudah mengetahui kamu berupaya menanggung dugaan itu"
Believe it. Hold it firmly.
semoga yang sakit cepat sembuh, yang kurang diredhai dan yang lebih tu dihargai.
insyaAllah, kalu doa byk2 Allah akan dengar....
who syed tamin anyway?........
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